It’s still Sunday. These windows are double-glazed and there’s nothing but darkness on the other side. The good kind of darkness though, the deep and warm kind that embraces you with its calmness. You know, darkness that looks back at you when you look at it, staying on the other side of the window, silently letting you choose whether you want to be afraid of it or not.
I light candles for company and drink tea because it tastes nice. Im happy. Aber es könnte auch anders sein.
Went through my photo archives and found some interesting faces from Jodhpur, the blue city in hindi. And it was blue indeed, even after darkness. Jodhpur, India. 2010
Today Malmö swallowed me into its meaningless darkness for about two hours. Unable to identify the feeling I felt lost and confused in this place before I managed to drag myself up. Out of negativity and emptiness, back to beautiful rationality, sunsets and beloved reality.
So, I'm back in Barcelona with its hundreds of errands and things I need to do.. Somehow, however, without a proper Monday to-do list this week has felt kind of.. undefined. Yesterday was the day when my curriculum, cover letters and various applications were in focus. It must be most…
In "Barcelona 2011"
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It annoys me how things always have to sound so melodramatic when I’m just writing down very basic and simple thoughts. Don’t take me too seriously. :)
It annoys me how things always have to sound so melodramatic when I’m just writing down very basic and simple thoughts. Don’t take me too seriously. :)
haha dont be too selfconscious, I like your writing:)