Falling in love – and some HYPE!!!

I fell in love with this woman for a moment.

She had lips like Scarlett Johansson and her eyes were intriguingly passionate about peace.

Oh and yeah – I’m at work now. Slept 30 minutes today.. summing up to a total of 7 hours of the last 72 hours. But it’s okay.. I’m not tired at all.. on the contrary…

I’M JUMPING AROUND AND I’M HYPED AND HAPPY AS A KID BECAUSE I HAVE HANDED IN MY MASTER THESIS!!!! Aaaahhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! What a feeling!!!

…..my 74 page accomplishment, my darling, my beloved.. I’m so sorry to say this but I’m pretty sure I won’t be missing you a bit!

Electronic Saturday at Malmöfestivalen

Taking a quick break from thesis writing couldn’t get more awesome. This is my cup of tea.

Elektronisk lördag på Stora scenen

19:30-20:00 Maskinen (Sweden)

20:30-21:30 Lindstrøm & Christabelle (Norway)

22:00-23:00 Familjen (Sweden)

23:30-01:00 Booka Shade (Germany)

I’m running back to the books directly after this, so you better get ready to dance your head off together with me if you’re joining!

Let’s do this!!

Oh, and by the way. Here’s mine & Josies “want to watch!” program for the festival. Free concerts are a nice add to august evenings. Come join us! :)

Thesis – about surviving the last week.

Uhm, don’t ask me if I have time to hang out this week..

I really enjoy and love this kind of stress.. it’s the last insanity before the end of this roller-coaster. The craziest ride, the best part.

However I realized I need to get rid of those three 8hour shifts at work. Really. They will destroy the whole flow of the study-mode and they might kill me. Like seriously, kill me. And my darling.

I sincerely hope my supervisor decides to come back from his vacation and take a look at my paper for the first time. I’m hoping for Monday, otherwise I don’t know what I will do.. I mean, what if he never answers? Can you submit a thesis without the approval of a supervisor that never had the time to read anything that you sent to him?

It’s been a tough cookie to write a masters alone without a professor and without any information, I really hope that the 23rd is the correct date, as nobody really knows. I have heard everything from this monday, to the 20th to “I really have no idea..” from the other students in my class.. The 23rd sounded most probable as it apparently was backed up by some note hanging on a door in the institution of Global Political Studies, everything else is just speculations. Nobody knows anything, as usual. Malmö University might be the biggest joke I have ever been a part of.

I have enough energy to stay up some more hours, but I need to work tomorrow.. eh, today. Gah.. Goodnight darlings.

Oh, and I love my Moleskine diary. It’s fantastic!

Fika?

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När allt det här uppsats-relaterade tramset är över utlovar jag ett fikamaraton för alla mina försummade vänner!! Tack för ert tålamod, ni är guld värda darlings!

When all this thesis-stuff is over I’m dedicating some coffee drinking quality time for all my patient friends, I haven’t forgotten about you! :)

12 minutes of pleasure

There is a paticular feeling of nothingness that I enjoy surrendering my mind into. It’s a space where neither time nor distractions exist; it’s just me being alone with myself, my body and my senses. The surroundings blur out and what stays are the details and the contrasts, colours, lights, textures.. and music. The impressions that my senses absorb are all I have for company and they put me in a state of overwhelming yet very calm and peaceful euphoria.

My daily trainrides are pure pleasure when I let my ipod guide me into myself and close out the outer world. I don’t mind the trains being delayed, or the rain, or anything at all. The fact of not really being able to do anything than just being is utterly relaxing and reminds me of the long distance buses in South America and the neverending trainrides in China. There’s nothing like having to let time pass and surrender to oneself, to just being. And enjoy it. At least for those 12 minutes that the trainride lasts, plus the short walk to the car.