August in Belize

Here are some photos and videos from August that I didn’t publish.

August was a month of many new beginnings and starting to settle in this city and country. A lot of work, but also a lot of pleasure.

I visited the impressive Lamanai pyramids, did some island-hopping, danced at the Costa Maya festival, started taking private Shotokan and self defence classes, continued dancing and bonding with the beautiful Danza Revelation crew, and started going for Hot Yoga on Saturday mornings.

In the photos shared below there are glimpses of a couple of dinners with friends and work colleagues, a barbecue/paella pool-party at the British High Commission, working on getting UNICEF in the spotlight through live radio broadcasts, TV talk shows and breast feeding specials, and a beautiful concert by the African-American a’capella group Sweet Honey in the Rock, with an opening by the Belizean pride The Garifuna Collective.

Belize City is home now, how crazy is that?

World Breastfeeding Week 2014

UNICEF Belize at Estereo Amor

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De Barcelona dinner

De Barcelona dinner

Sweet Honey in the Rock concert

Sweet Honey in the Rock concert

Sweet Honey in the Rock concert

Sweet Honey in the Rock concert

Sweet Honey in the Rock concert

Sweet Honey in the Rock concert

Gratitude, uncertainty and loving feedback

It gets lonely, it gets frustrating and overwhelming, it feels sad and pointless when uncertainty dominates the horizon. “What am I even here for?”

I’m far from loved ones, far from any form of reliable safety net, far from feeling protected and cared for and far from hugs, love and any realistic potential for growing roots and building a home. I miss birthdays, weddings and people to share my own celebrations with. It breaks my heart that I can’t always be there for my people and nourish the relationships that matter to me the most. The future always feels very uncertain and I can’t plan far ahead. I don’t know where I will be in a couple of months.

But I have something else that I can’t imagine living without yet. At some point in life I decided to live as curiously as possible and make the most out of my reality at all times. I wanted to explore, learn, enjoy and celebrate the little things. But first and foremost I knew that I have to work for a cause I believe in, feel passionate about, grow for and respect. I knew I have to be excited about things to feel fulfilled, and that I can never let fear or worries decide things for me. It’s on the other side of that threshold that things get truly enriching.

And it has been working out so far. I swim upstream, I struggle, I go alone, I take risks, I return to square one, I feel lost and hopeless at times – but on the way I have discovered the most beautiful of places, feelings, people and reasons to love the world. I have discovered that water always heals. And seriously now, I adore my job. I really love what I do and what I learn on the way.

Thank you dears for hanging in there even though I’m far away and busy with work so often. Thanks for your patience, for staying in touch, for keeping me up to date, for finding the time for calls and emails.

And when people I miss and love decide to actually hop on that long flight to come here and experience a piece of my world and reality, I’m just overwhelmed with gratitude and joy. Thank you!

Love!

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Friends from many of the places where I’ve left parts of myself came together and gave me truly beautiful feedback and shout-outs of support on my status update. Thank you all – it means the world to me!

One of the comments was a piece of advice from a wise friend who also lived abroad for a big part of her life:

“The things you think you are losing are right here waiting for you, I used to think the same when living far away from everything and everybody for a long time, but when I felt like starting to set my roots it was all still there, the relationships that matter get built up again, and new ones are formed. Just enjoy and forget about the pressure to “settle down”, it might be the best option for most people but not for everyone, and certainly not at the same time :)”

It all went by too fast.. 10 days in New York: Work, work and some much needed pleasure.

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I didn’t take enough photos to properly show you what my days in New York really consisted of, so I’ll have to tell rather than show. I arrived very late on Friday night, and Luc had arranged a place for us just by the office which was extremely comfortable as I really wasn’t in the mood to fight New York traffic in the mornings. On Saturday we went all in on shopping, and I brought home bags full of clothes after realizing how extremely tired I was of wearing the same office wear for the last couple of years. In the evening we met up with Renata, Isham and Den at Louie and Chan, a really nice restaurant with weird things on the menu. Sea urchin, anyone? Yum. As it got late, the downstairs part of the restaurant transformed into a full-on Afrohouse nightclub, with African beats and love blasting out of the speakers so energetically they almost made me cry from euphoria. Can you believe they played Lengoma? I was seriously the happiest kid in New York that moment.

Then Sunday came, and we continued our shopping spree, and in the evening we went to see “Sleep No More” which for me was an amazing experience. So, I know there are a lot of superlatives here, but seriously, “Sleep no More” was different from any other performance I’ve seen in my life – and the acting, the dancing, the atmosphere, the vibe, the emotions, the entire concept.. it was all amazing! Imagine a “Eyes Wide Shut” kind of vibe where it’s always a little bit too dark and all onlookers need to wear white masks.. in a huge building where you can walk around on the different floors and enter the different rooms freely, and you have been separated from your partner, and NOBODY talks. You think you’re lost and it all gets a bit scary.. when actors suddenly appear from nowhere, and dance and act.. and you can either watch them do sometimes very absurd things, or go to a different room where something else probably/maybe is happening. It’s like a real-time bizarre story unfolding somewhere around you and you just urge to find the story. “What’s going on? Where am I? What is all this?” Amazing. I’m going to save the spoilers as I think you should definitely try to go see the play if you have the chance. All I can say is that there is no way to fully comprehend it all, and people go to see it over and over again to get the full picture.. very, very, very cool. (If you are not going to see the play, CLICK here to see a little bit what it was like.)

Monday! Remember Emine from Mozambique? She was in the UNICEF office when I was there and we became good friends even though she only arrived a month before I was leaving.. now she’s working in New York so we had to meet for lunch and give each other a quick update. It was great seeing her. Then the regional office figured we might as well take the opportunity to have a meeting while the entire communication team is in New York – and what a great idea it was! We met, got introduced, and exchanged ideas as well as the challenges we are facing in our respective countries, and we planned jointly on how to take on the new Global Communication Strategy in the region. It was great meeting all the colleagues I’ve only met online so far. Turned out we have a fantastic team to represent the Latin America and the Caribbean. And then, as if my Monday wasn’t already too packed with new impressions, I suddenly got a call from Etevaldo from Mozambique, who literally was in transit in New York after competing in the World Tang Soo Do Championships in North Carolina along with his friends (and winning a bunch of gold medals for Mozambique – yay!) and basically, they were in a cab on their way back to the airport after passing by the apple store to get some much needed gear, so we got exactly five minutes and a hug and high-fives with the Mozambique gang before they needed to drive off again. So random, and so very nice! So much Mozambique in New York.

The Global Communication Team Meeting finally kicked off on Tuesday morning, and it was an intense week of great speakers, very interesting presentations, and of course Mia Farrow making a bunch of people cry by showing the three watches on her wrist, with times set to the times of the refugee camps she’s been visiting the most in Darfur and the Central African Republic, and New York. “I never really leave” she said, and concluded with “you guys are my heroes” and by making a heart with her hands. In the midst of it all I found out a C4D colleague was moving to work in Nairobi and got invited for her farewell party together with people from the Communication for Development community that I have been interacting with online for years..! It was truly a week of meetings, and I met colleagues from all over the world as we were over 170 participants representing more than 90 countries.

After the meeting on Wednesday we all went for a Circle Line cruise around Manhattan and I really realized how beautiful this part of UNICEF is when the rain started pouring down. People started laughing and ran in to hide and dance inside the boat at first, but then they started coming out into the rain, one by one, until almost all of us ended up dancing in the rain and embracing the good vibes – such a beautiful evening of bonding! Forget the Belizean saying “No working during drinking hours” when you’re around this gang by the way – people seem to love their jobs so much they couldn’t stop talking about it, and it was very inspiring to see so many people who actually enjoy what they do for a living and continue working after hours not because they have to but because they want to.

The next morning people were energized and ready to tackle the two last days of the meeting – the cruise was a strategically brilliant move by the organizers as the third day usually is when people start feeling like their brains are melting from too much information. But the sessions were interactive and people stayed engaged, we took a group photo and everybody got their business cards ready to make sure to stay in touch and exchange information, experiences and documents over borders and time zones. “Let’s support each other and not reinvent the wheel!” was heard all over.

As work officially was over, we met with friends, went dancing, did the last part of shopping and went for dinner at one of my favourite restaurants in New York, and probably one of the most bizarre ones in the world: King Noodle, I was happy to get at least quick one-on-one catching up sessions with both Renata and Den, and that I got to see Leonie who just moved to New York as well. I was officially off on Monday, but went back to the office for a couple of meetings and a proper hug from Emine. Last errands, last dinners, last everything. And very early on Tuesday morning I flew off.

It was all a bit too short, New York. But thanks again!

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Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

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Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

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Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

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Global communication Team Meeting NYHQ

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Belize from the ground. A proper update.

Dolores Village, Toledo District

Access to clean water, health and nutrition issues, quality of education, access to bathrooms, child abuse, trained midwifes, electricity, fears, dreams and wishes.. How do you find out how people in remote communities feel about their situation and what their daily challenges are? You go there, and you ask.

Toledo district in the southernmost part of Belize is one of UNICEF Belize’s target areas and where you find some of the poorest and most remote villages in the country. These are places where one needs to drive for hours through dirt roads and jungles, cross bridges that often are flooded or broken, and climb muddy hills and lush mountains by the border with Guatemala in order to reach the people who live there. Unlike us, the people who live in these communities don’t have access to a 4×4 jeep and are often forced to tackle the same road by foot, for many hours, in order to reach the nearest village where they can at least find a bus to take them to a town to buy necessities, go to school, find a doctor, or give birth and register their newborn baby.

From what we learned when visiting the communities, one of the biggest challenges is the access to clean water, many of the villages have water pumps but during the dry season they dry out, and during the rainy season they get clogged with mud. Another general challenge is mobility, and the fact that the roads are so bad that buses often won’t go all the way to the village. Most villages have a local health post, but a medical doctor only comes to visit once a month or with even less frequency, so the communities have elected a local health worker who can take care of simple things such as administrating headache pills and giving basic care for cuts and bruises. In case of anything more serious people need to do the walk or pay a two month’s worth (or more for some people) of salary for a car to take them. Some villages have schools, and other don’t – imagine the child having to leave at 4am every morning to go to school, when it is still dark, try to focus in the classroom the entire day while maybe not even eating anything, and then only come back home by 9pm, have dinner and then having to do homework for the next day. I’m really overwhelmed by the willpower of some of these children to learn – it’s certainly not an easy task.

I took the opportunity to ask about corporal punishment and violence against children, as it’s what I’m working on at the moment with the Communication for Development strategy. I spoke to parents, health workers and teachers, and I understood much more than I could grasp before. There is no doubt that corporal punishment is culturally and socially accepted here – but there is also a great oppenness to learning about alternative parenting techniques. In other words, the doors are not closed. We just need to be very careful with how we move forward and especially with how we use the word violence – violence equals guns, blood and death here in Belize and we obviously want to target issues beyond that.

Belize being a “high middle income country” is a challenge in itself. The population is very small and so is the country, but the disparities are still huge, something that isn’t necessarily reflected in the general status of the country. We have of 49.3% of children living under the poverty line here, that is almost every second child! Take all that, and spread a couple of hurricanes and floods on top of it. Belize is indeed a very vulnerable country. Still, as often misunderstood by many both locally and in the international community, the role of UNICEF isn’t to build schools and give children food on a day to day basis – especially not in countries that supposedly can afford to do so themselves. Our responsibility is to work together with the government to ensure that children’s rights are being considered and in focus on the agenda at all times. We target those who are vulnerable and try to find out what their difficulties are, and then we push for improving their situation.

On this trip, we visited both Mayan and Garifuna villages, and as usual, I learnt many things – much more than I can learn here in the city by talking to professionals and representatives. Going to the field is always a very enriching experience, and every single time I have went I feel like I get a crash course in the actual situation of the place, far beyond numbers, statistics and situation analysis reports.

I know it sounds cheesy, but you really need to get out of the office and meet people to understand.

There are of course stories to be told for each of these photos. I’ll share when I can.

Driving

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Jalacte village, Toledo

Jalacte village, Toledo

Jalacte village, Toledo

Jalacte village, Toledo

Jalacte village, Toledo

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Pueblo Viejo Village

Pueblo Viejo Village

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Dolores Village, Toledo District

Dolores Village, Toledo District

Dolores Village, Toledo District

Dolores Village, Toledo District

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Dolores Village, Toledo District

Dolores Village, Toledo District

Dolores Village, Toledo District

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San Benito Pojite, Toledo

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Barranco Garifuna Village

17 Days of Wow.

It’s been a busy, hectic and exciting bunch of days since I last updated anything on here.. First, we spent three days in the field, travelling to the most remote villages in Toledo district to speak to people and health workers in the communities and assess the situation of women and children.. I have quitw a lot of photos and will share some as soon as time allows me to. I got rubber boots to get by and it was the best purchase of the year, I could go anywhere, climb muddy hills and cross rivers – awesome!

I flew back to Belize City on Thursday, washed everything, went to the office, packed, and took a flight to New York on Friday morning.

In New York I attended the UNICEF Global Communication Team Meeting along with over 170 participants from more than 90 countries, where the first ever UNICEF Global Communication and Public Advocacy Strategy was presented and discussed in preparation for the big launch.

I spent 10 days in New York, and apart from working, learning, meeting exciting people, and going for a bunch of brown bag lunches, I met with some of my good friends who live in the city and got the opportunity to spend some time with Luc, eat wonderful food, go dancing, see the super exciting play “Sleep no More”, and buy stuff, clothes and gadgets to keep me entertained for the rest of the year.

Then the much dreaded Tuesday of good bye’s came.. and I took an early morning flight to Miami for a 3 hour sushi overlay, (the sushi in Miami airport is actually really good – no kidding!) and got back to Belize City early enough to get all my laundry done and bags unpacked while it was still Eid al Fitr which is a UN holiday. Being back home was good. And sweaty.

Today was a day full of work. And then, at 5.30pm I suddenly realized that it was Wednesday, and rushed to my Danza Revelation class where my dancing buddies welcomed me back with hugs and smiles and we danced ourselves sweaty, happy and ready to take on another set of adventures.

Wonderful!!

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Goals and Goddesses

Can you have a beautiful piece of music along with an awesome video promoting girl empowerment? Yes, yes, yes! UNICEF Namibia and #TeamUNICEF have done an awesome job here.

“This video for the song ‘Goddess’ by up and coming US artist BANKS was inspired by UNICEF’s work on promoting children’s rights through sport and play and the Galz and Goals programme in Namibia which helps disadvantaged adolescent girls make healthy decisions on and off the playing field.
Most of the girls who take part in Galz and Goals come from vulnerable families experiencing lots of social challenges. Indeed, many of the scenarios in the film are real challenges the respective girls have had to overcome in their own lives. Filmed on location in Windhoek, Namibia – including the Katutura township where the football scenes were filmed.

Find out more about UNICEF’s work on sport and children’s right to play: http://www.unicef.org/teamunicef”

Planning meeting for Ending Violence Against Children in Belize

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Today UNICEF Belize launched an intense two-day planning and learning meeting in Belize’s Biltmore Plaza. Together with more than 30 participants representing key ministries, the civil society, the police, teachers, UN agencies and other partners we are working to define the target areas, ways forward and key messages for a Communication for Development Strategy on Ending Violence Against Children in Belize.

This project is my baby and one of the main things I was brought here for, and I’m very excited to see it coming to life. I’m not going to say I wasn’t super nervous this morning before starting to talk in front of all these people, but I am very happy to say that the participants were engaged and active, that the facilitator Paula was great, and that it was actually a lot of fun – after a while I was even less terrified about being targeted for all those unexpected media interviews.

I dont remember what I said on TV and radio other than how exciting all of this is and how the aim is to ensure that it becomes an inclusive planning process and how we need violence against children to be addressed as a main issue across the society. I’m still waiting for the news broadcast to see if I managed to make any sense at all – and if I look nervous, haha.. anyhow, making some noise and taking important steps forward to End Violence Against Children in Belize!